FAW-BULOUS

assalamuallaikum warrahmatullahi wabarakaatuuh Today, March 26, 2019, I'm going to confess about my feeling to someone who has been, even always filling this heart for a long time. I don't care anymore. I've been hiding it for a long time. I'm very tired of that. I don't even care about my self-respect anymore so that everything can be revealed. I don't care about his feelings, at least he knows mine. I like him- His eyes, how he smiled, and how cute he was. I don't know, if he truly liked me before, so I have feelings to him. I can't be sure, we were both on 5th grade of Elementary School then, who just 11th  years old. we're both just a child. Through his friend, he said he likes me and wanna be my boyfriend. I surprised then, never imagined about having a boyfriend in such as a young age. Instead of rejected him and hurt his feeling, I just said that he had to increase his body height 5 cm higher than before in 2 weeks so...

assalamuallaikum warrahmatullahi wabarakaatuuh selamat malam, reader . udah lumayan lama kayaknya sejak entry terakhir. sebenernya aku kemaren udah pengen, tuh, cerita tentang aktivitas aku akhir-akhir ini dan pengen cerita tentang aku pengen ngejalanin hidup yang lebih berkualitas :D nah, kali ini aku cuman pengen cerita doang soal memori-memori lama yang sudah aku simpan sejak pertama kali aku bisa mengingat dengan jelas. entah kenapa emang akhir-akhir ini bawaannya pengen nostalgia aja; masa-masa kecil, pernah jadi orang ambis, sampe bahagianya masa-masa awal kuliah. pada akhirnya kenapa aku pengen banget menuangkan semuanya disini? karena aku takut lupa. akhir-akhir ini rasanya aku selalu menyerbu otakku dengan ingatan-ingatan baru karena ambisiku untuk bisa paham terhadap satu hal baru, yang pernah sedikit, bahkan belum sama sekali aku sentuh. misalnya akhir-akhir ini aku pengen banget bisa bener-bener hapal sejarah arsitektur, sampe aku pengen nyoba terus unt...